Be the best you can be.
Do the best work you can do.
Respect yourself.
Avoid apologizing.
Do the best work you can do.
Respect yourself.
Avoid apologizing.
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Melville visits Nantucket a year after writing Moby Dick and meets George Pollard, captain of the whaling ship Essex, which was destroyed by its prey. Philbrick writes that Pollard was a "quiet, reserved survivor who had learned to live with disappointment."For someone who has ceased to believe in his own immortality (and as we shall soon see, Melville had reached that point), life isn't about achieving your dreams; it's about finding a way to continue on in spite of them.
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After his death, Melville's family finds a possible clue to how Melville "managed to survive the forty-year backlash left by the creation of Moby Dick" (Melville worked for nearly two decades as a customs inspector after Moby Dick was published to unkind reviews) . . . .Atop a table piled high with papers was a portable writing desk. Taped inside the desk, which had no bottom, was a piece of paper with a motto printed on it: "Keep true to the dream of thy youth."
In the end, Melville had found a way back to the view espoused by Ishmael in Moby Dick: "Doubts of all things earthly, and intuitions of some things heavenly; this combination makes neither believer nor infidel, but makes a man who regards them both with equal eye." This redemptive mixture of skepticism and hope, this genial stoicism in the face of a short, ridiculous, and irrational life, is why I read Moby Dick.
I had been raised by Catholic nuns who told us in no uncertain terms that work was the path to God, and that while it was a fine thing to feel loyalty and devoltion in your heart, it would be much better for everyone involved if you could find the physical manifestations of your good thoughts and see them put into action. The world is saved through deeds, not prayer, because what is prayer but a kind of worry? I decided then that my love for Lucy would have to manifest in deeds.